Sometimes I Just Feel Sad

I know that I’m blessed beyond belief with my life but sometimes I just feel sad.

During these sad times all the little petty things around me seem much bigger than they really are.

* The whole situation with our new tenant has me sort of bummed out and wanting to avoid seeing her for a bit. Normally I chat with our tenants anytime I see them when I’m headed into (or leaving) the venue but I don’t feel chatty with her right now.

* I’m trying to get over the fact that sometimes really good friends end up not being such good friends after all.

* I have some weird leg issue going on. I thought it was my quad because it hurt around my quad and knee. However, after resting it a few days I tried to run on Monday and that was an epic fail. My entire leg from my butt to my calf hurt and I only did 3 slow miles.

* I haven’t slept more than about 3-4 hours the past number of nights (not helping the sad feeling at all!!). I can’t shut my brain down enough to relax!!!

* Since April my right eye has been a watery mess. Some days it waters nonstop. I went to my eye DR twice during the summer and she said dry eye. I’ve been using drops but they don’t help. Now my vision is blurry (worse at night). I went to a new eye DR last week. After a few tests he thinks it is because I had LASIK in that eye about 7.5 years ago (apparently this happens to some people). Not really anything to do about it – GREAT!!!I know that all these little things are no big deal and I need to start focusing on all that is great in my world but for a day or two I might just feel sad.